I Am Going to Become a Nurse

I keep telling myself this just so I wouldn't quit.

Mommy Goes to School...Again.

That mommy is me :-)

I have reached past mid semester already and am super proud to be still in school no matter how difficult it was for me to make adjustments in my family time, my work, myself and my studies.

I am hoping I will finish the program in 2 - 3 years. I have too because by then, my kids will be attending grade school already. So now is my only chance.

Am really excited about the year 2010, I don't know but I just feel it will bring a dramatic change in our family life.

Yey, I could also be a Registered Nurse by then.

So excited about what the future may be :p

My Feelings Right Now

It's weird.

I think I am stressed but I doubt it.
I am worried about something I don't know.
I hate that I am in the middle of something big at work and though I believe I can deal with it I am just not inspired to do it.
I feel like not working here anymore but I need to because I am paid quite good.
I have my midterm exams tomorrow but I haven't even scanned my notes yet.
I miss my kids, I see them every day but the quality time spent with them is becoming less.
I can't buy the bag and lipstick that I want because I need to pay something in school.
I have lots of cash on hand right now but I can't spend it - It's like this every time.
I don't want to disturb hubby.
I want to make good in school but I couldn't dedicate even just my needed time for it.

I feel Scattered.